I Do Not Want This

Verse 1
I’m losing ground
Well, you know how this world can beat you down
And I’m made of clay
I fear I’m the only one who thinks this way

Interlude
I’m always falling down the same hill, bamboo puncturing this skin
And nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall I’m drowning in
Two feet below the surface I can still make out your wavy face
And if I could just reach you, maybe I could leave this place

Pre-Chorus
I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this

Chorus
And don’t you tell me how I feel
Don’t you tell me how I feel
Don’t you tell me how I feel
You don’t know just how I feel

Verse 2
I stay inside my bed
I have lived so many lives all in my head
And don’t tell me that you care
There really isn’t anything, now, is there?

Interlude
You would know, wouldn’t you?
You extend your hand to those who suffer
To those who know what it really feels like
To those who’ve had a taste, like that means something
And oh, so sick I am
And maybe I don’t have a choice
And maybe that is all I have
And maybe this is a cry for help

Pre-Chorus
I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this

Chorus
And don’t you tell me how I feel
Don’t you tell me how I feel
Don’t you tell me how I feel
You don’t know just how I feel

Outro
I want to know everything
I want to be everywhere
I want to fuck everyone in the world
I want to do something that matters
I want to know everything
I want to be everywhere
I want to fuck everyone in the world
I want to do something that matters
I want to know everything
I want to be everywhere
I want to fuck everyone in the world
I want to do something that matters
I want to know everything!
I want to be everywhere!
I want to fuck everyone in the world!
I want to do something that matters!
I want to know everything!
I want to be everywhere!
I want to fuck everyone in the world!
I want to do something that matters!